After failed tests over and over for a year maybe more, standing in public bathrooms with friends calling "you done yet??" and then sighing the reply "yeah... Negative.." I'd started to give up hope on the dream of being a mother. Seeing the baby adverts on tv, hearing them on radio, seeing mothers and children together, waddling bumps around the supermarkets..
It wasn't until I was vomiting one morning, ached all over, "god I think I've got food poisoning.." After hearing the words from my partner "Have you taken a pregnancy test recently?" I was tempted to do so. After so many negatives I sighed at the thought, pee on the stick the regular old thing... Yet to my surprise, one bar.... two bars... "OMG OMG OMG!!" I ran down the stairs to my mum waving the test around. "I think I'm..."
Another test later.. Just to make sure.. Maybe a third?? Yep.. It's positive.. I'm going to be a mum! How exciting! Scan this Friday!
Now... Fingers crossed it's not twins..!
Hope it goes well! x
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